Eefar's Journal

Jealousy

Mon, 29 Aug 2011 01:46:01 GMT

Ramadhan has come to an end. So far, this has yet to be my most memorable and meaningful Ramadhan. Why?? It's for me to know and you not to find out. bahhahaha..kejam tak? =p Kidding.. I'm not making huge leaps, just baby steps. Although i'm taking a step at a time, and the changes that i'm going though is not drastic...but it means alot to me. It’s a new beginning for me. Little things that i find amusing during this year Ramadhan is that i wasn't sleepy at all during Tarawih prayer throughout the month. It may sound simple... it is something to me.. because i have more understanding on the Ibadah. Ok, I shall stop here about my experience during Ramadhan. I don't feel like sharing here..

Actually I want to talk about jealousy today. Life is funny sometimes. People are funny. It wouldn’t be life if everyone is perfect, think the same way, have the same principle, act the same way, have the same opinion, agreeing to every single thing, etc... oh that would be a boring life, right? So, we need all the flaws & conflicts to give a little bit of spices in our life. If we were to choose between being right and being wrong.. I would say 99.9% wants to be right. Meaning doing the right thing either by religion, law, or civilization. Nobody wants to be heading the wrong way. So I guess people will be competing against each other to be on top of everything. Well, that’s good. We all should change for the better. But do you all know that when we try to improve ourselves or do something good, someone is not happy with that. And it’s not Satan. It is someone very close to you that is always revolves in your daily life. I’m not saying all, but there are some. These people are JEALOUS of you.

There are two type of person, person that have a problem with you, and a person that is just psychologically sick.

Well of course the people that have problems with you don’t want you to be ahead of them. (Why do they feel that we are ahead of them anyway??) They will go on and on and on and on bragging about all the good things they’ve done. The major signs is that they start COMPARING. O yeahh.. They will compare from things like who contributed more to the little things like whose dress is more beautiful. SHOWING OFF is another syndrome of jealousy. They like to brag about all the good things that happened to them, brag about their fortune and luck on how Allah has rewarded them. As a person, we can differentiate when people are actually sharing stories because they are truly happy or just to show off. I always welcome people to share their happy stories with me, I love listening to stories... but I can smell when it is just pure showing off.

Psychologically sick. Kind of a harsh word right? haha. This type of people only wants the world to see them as are the only good person. Nobody is better than them. Of course they will deny it because they want to be seen as a holy person, remember?? They won’t brag out loud. They get jealous if you get praise by someone, and that it is not them that people are praising. They will try anything to get people to notice how wonderful they are. Attention seeker. It’s a mental sickness really. If they were actually a holy person, they would have wanted everyone around them to improve with them.

*"Kalau hidup hanya mencari penghargaan manusia tidak kekal lama jika cari redha Allah akan kekal bahagia dan tenang. "***

But it all come down to being PATIENCE with the temperament of people around us.. fa sobrun jamil ~ =))

Being patience may seems like a never ending thing to do.. but there is always something good that came out of it whether it is sooner or later..

mouth watering

Sat, 30 Jul 2011 14:50:38 GMT

In conjunction with Ramadhan around the corner, I want to blog about food!! hehe.. Don't take this personally okay?? It's not that I put food as a priority during this month, I just want to blog about food. That's all. I'm sure all you Muslim know your responsibilities during this beautiful month of Ramadhan to bring ourselves closer to Allah SWT. InsyaAllah =))

Back to food!!

Let me tell you what type of person I am when it come to eating out. I'm the type of person that does not like to explore from one restaurant to another. I would rather settle to a place that I really really love. It frustrated me when I try a new restaurant that doesn't really taste that good, worst...it taste awful!! So I like to play things safe by just dining in where I know it will definitely satisfy my taste bud! =)

I will only go to a new places If someone whom I trust their taste bud said that IT IS AN AWESOME PLACE TO TRY!! Then I will go. If i were to make a random pick.. not in a million years. Or else I will totally regret!

Here's the place where I REALLY REALLY enjoy my food.. My top 10 Place to eat!!

1. Nando's <---forever in my heart
2. Ayam Penyet Ria
3. Chilli's
4. Tony Roma's
5. Mali's Corner
6. Nasi Kukus Bukit Damansara
7. Akasia Cafe USJ
8. Laman Grill Shah Alam
9. Subway
10. O'Briens

*not in order

That's about it.. hahaha.. If I went out with my boyfriend.. It always revolve around these place... there are other few places..but i can't recall now. I'm sooo lazy to think now. You said that it's bored to eat at the same place??? Well at least I LOVE what I'm eating =))

I have a taste bud of a food critics, and I'm a tough one to get through! haha..*masak sendiri tak pandai, ade hati nak critic2*

To kill or not to kill.

Thu, 14 Jul 2011 23:23:17 GMT

I read the comment on Blog Serius recent entry about taking care a paralyze lion. Most of the comment i read are very negative, which they criticize the act of the owner not to put the lion to sleep. Instead keeping it alive is suffering the lion.

Actually, that entry really touches my heart because it reminded me of something very dear to me. If you've been reading my journal, you will know that i once had a cat name Meg Ryan. She too suffer the unknown disease that causes her to paralyze gradually. At first we notice that something was wrong with her when she only blink with one eye. We immediately took her to the vet when we notice that. The doctor gave her medicine, and it seems like the medicine is working because she blinks both eyes after that. After couple of days, it happened again. Only this time it took effect on more parts of her body. She loose balance, she lost senses of half of her face, then it took effect to her body just over a month. Half of her body is paralyze from head to toe. For over a month, i took care of her like a little baby. Feed her, took her to the litter box ( she only pee and berak only when I took her to the litter box. What a smart and obedient cat.) Towards the end of the month, i had to take her to the vet every two days.

Most of you will question me, WHY DO I KEEP HER ALIVE??? YOU ARE SUFFERING HER. IF SHE CAN TALK, SHE WOULD HAVE WANTED YOU TO LET HER DIE!

Let me ask you this,
HOW DO YOU KNOW SHE WOULD SAY THAT??

I don't know what is the story behind the lion's story. But in my case, MEG WANTED TO LIVE!!

A week after we know something was wrong with her, we notice that she couldn't hardly walk properly. Suddenly she disappear for a couple of days. When a cat disappear suddenly, it means that they are looking for a burial for themselves. A cat will not want to die in front of their owner. So we thought, maybe Meg was dying, that's why she didn't came back.

BUTTTT, she came back!!! it was 1 - 2 in the morning, my dad was talking with his friends at the porch. He was quite load since it was after midnight. Suddenly my dad saw Meg at the end of the street walking towards him slowly, weakly and unsteadily like a drunk cat. Only to notice that her condition was worsen from the last time we saw her. She couldn't barely meoww.

To those that question me, let me ask you this, WHY DID SHE CAME BACK?????? WHYY??

If she wanted to die, she would had just die out there. But she came back!!! Being so weak, she gather all her will to walk toward her owner!! So do you think she wanted to die just yet. It seems that she wanted her owner to take care of her.

If you say, SHE WOULDN'T HAVE LIVE THAT LONG IF YOU DIDN'T FORCE HER TO EAT!!

You are wrong again...
She could barely swallow water because half her face was paralyze, but she manage to live. WHY??

BECAUSE SHE HAS A STRONG WILL TO LIVE. WHY SHOULD I PUT A CAT TO SLEEP WHILE SHE IS TRYING SO HARD TO LIVE!!

Now shut up!

Is it worth it??

Mon, 27 Jun 2011 15:51:50 GMT

Hey journal,

It's been a while since i blog, the last few entry doesn't count as blogging. I just post that stuff here to share with you guys on things that i find good to know. For the last few months I’ve been realllly busy with school work. Second semester is one heck of a crazy semester. Lots of assignments with no semester break. I just finished with my final exam, and i hope everything that i work for this semester paid off. I think i’ve been working my ass off day and night; I even had to go to the faculty on the weekends to finish off my work with my classmates. I don’t think I went out for leisure with my friends even once this semester. Haih. I hope they understand. My family don’t understand that, so I just hope my friend does. That’s the only hope I have.

Never lose hope,

Tue, 21 Jun 2011 11:26:30 GMT

Talking with Allah SWT is extremely helpful because He is the one whom we can communicate whenever we want to, and He is the one whom we can understand us the best, and He is also the one who can guide us the best.

Don't go yapping all your good deeds~

Fri, 27 May 2011 15:20:07 GMT

Perbuatan yang iklas ibarat seperti "mengeluarkan sedekah dengan tangan kanannya, sementera tangan kirinya tidak mengetahui."

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Belajar menjadi ikhlas ? Ya . Kenapa saya katakan demikian , coz ikhlas ini perlu belajar dan ikhlas juga mesti dilatih pada hati kita !

Bukan senang untuk dapatkan keikhlasan hati . Berapa ramai dalam kalangan kita melakukan sesuatu pekerjaan kerana ALLAH . Anda ikhlas ? Saya tidak kata anda salah satunya . Baguslah kalau kita yakin kita melakukan kerja dengan ikhlas . Tapi semakin kita katakan yang kita ikhlas , semakin keikhlasan itu lari daripada kita .

Ikhlas ni adalah sesuatu perkara yang sangat susah untuk kita dapat . Hatta kalau kita dapat sekalipun , ikhlas itu takkan kekal lama , 'dia' akan datang dan pergi . Keikhlasan hati itu akan sentiasa berperang dengan diri kita .

Andai kita sedang yakinkan diri ketika kita tengah berperang antara ikhlas dan ria' , itulah ikhlas . Contohnya , kalau kita tersedar apa yang kita buat bukan kerana ALLAH , tapi ada unsur-unsur duniawi atau kerana manusia , kita pon try untuk ubah niat 'aku buat kerana ALLAH' . Masa kamu melawan ria' itulah ikhlas , kerana kamu berusaha menjauhkan diri kamu daripada ria' .

Apabila kita melakukan sesuatu untuk kepentingan diri , hawa nafsu dan dunia , keikhlasan itu akan lari daripada kita . Contohnya , seseorang yang berdakwah di bawah jamaah , boleh jadi apa yang dia buat bukan kerana ALLAH tapi kerana jemaah itu sendiri . Sebab itu kita kena berhati-hati dengan niat . Sentiasa tajdid niat kerana ikhlas itu datang dan pergi .

Orang yang dah berkali-kali melakukan kebaikan yang sama pun kena sentiasa tajdid niat , kerana apa yang saya katakan , IKHLAS DATANG DAN PERGI !

Contohnya wanita yang memakai purdah , pada mulanya memang niat kerana ALLAH . Sampai satu masa , dia perasan bahawa ramai orang yang memandang dia bila memakai purdah , mungkin timbul perasaan bahawa dia adalah orang yang 'alim' dalam kalangan mereka yang lain atau dia kelihatan cantik bila memakai purdah dan semenjak itu si dia suka sangat memakai purdah tanpa sedari sudah lari dari niat asal . Ikhlas tu lagi lah hilang . See ? Betapa pentingnya kita untuk tajdid niat setiap hari .

Salah satu ciri orang yang ikhlas , dia akan lupa pada kebaikan yang pernah dia buat pada waktu lepas dan tidak pernah mengungkit-ungkit kebaikan yang dilakukannya kepada orang lain . Firman ALLAH dalam surah al-Baqarah ayat 264 ;

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Jangan rosakkan (pahala amal) sedekah kamu dengan perkataan membangkit-bangkit dan (kelakuan yang) menyakiti, seperti (rosaknya pahala amal sedekah) orang yang membelanjakan hartanya kerana hendak menunjuk-nunjuk kepada manusia (riak), dan ia pula tidak beriman kepada Allah dan Hari Akhirat"

Niat kita juga tidak boleh dicampurkan antara akhirat dan duniawi . Saya bagi satu analogi , terdapat satu gelas air kosong yang sangat jernih airnya , kemudian kita mencampurkan air itu dengan air teh . Pasti kejernihan air kosong tadi tercemar akibat warna air teh yang dicampurkan tadi . Nampak tak kesannya apabila kita campur-adukkan sesuatu perkara . Buatlah sesuatu perkara kerana ALLAH sahaja . InsyaALLAH kamu akan mendapat kebaikan dunia dan akhirat

Nak menjaga niat ini merangkumi semua perkara , sampaikan kita sedih pun ALLAH menilai niat kesedihan kita itu . Adakah kamu menangis kerana ALLAH atau kerana dunia semata-mata ? Apakah sebab kesedihan kamu dek kerana gagal dalam peperiksaan ? Adakah malu pada kawan-kawan ? Atau sedih sebab akan lambat untuk habiskan madah ? Maka , kamu hanya mendapat kesedihan sahaja , tidak memberi apa-apa manfaat pada ALLAH .

Pada zaman nabi , terdapat satu kisah para sahabat menangis kerana ALLAH .

Dan tidak juga berdosa orang-orang yang ketika mereka datang kepadamu (memohon) supaya engkau memberi kenderaan kepada mereka, engkau berkata: “Tidak ada padaku kenderaan yang hendak kuberikan untuk membawa kamu”, mereka kembali sedang mata mereka mengalirkan air mata yang bercucuran, kerana sedih bahawa mereka tidak mempunyai sesuatupun yang hendak mereka belanjakan (untuk pergi berjihad pada jalan Allah)
[at-Taubah : 92]

Betapa hebatnya mereka menangis kerana ALLAH . Pernah tak kita sedih sebab sesuatu perkara kerana ALLAH ? Apabila kita gagal dalam peperiksaan , pernah tak kita menangis sebab kita akan lambat habis belajar untuk berdakwah pada masyarakat ? Astaghfirullah al'azim . Saya sendiri tidak pernah terfikir .

Ketahuilah , setiap musibah yang ALLAH beri pada kita ada 3 sebab ;
menguji kita samada kita beriman dan sabar dengan ujian ataupun tidak .

"Adakah patut kamu menyangka bahawa kamu akan masuk syurga, padahal belum sampai kepada kamu (ujian dan cubaan) seperti yang telah berlaku kepada orang-orang yang terdahulu daripada kamu? Mereka telah ditimpa kepapaan (kemusnahan hartabenda) dan serangan penyakit, serta digoncangkan (oleh ancaman bahaya musuh), sehingga berkatalah Rasul dan orang-orang yang beriman yang ada bersamanya: Bilakah (datangnya) pertolongan Allah?” Ketahuilah sesungguhnya pertolongan Allah itu dekat (asalkan kamu bersabar dan berpegang teguh kepada ugama Allah)"
[al-Baqarah : 214]

sebagai kafarah dosa-dosa kita yang dahulu .
ALLAH rindu permohonan dan doa hambanya .

Oleh itu , sentiasa berbaik sangkalah pada ALLAH dan perbaharuilah niat kita setiapa hari , setiap masa dan setiap saat . Semoga kebaikan yang kamu lakukan dilihat ALLAH dan bernilai di sisi-Nya .

Saya nak kongsikan satu hadis yang bagi saya sangat memberi kesan pada diri .

Dari Umar bin Khattab meriwayatkan bahawa pada suatu hari dia pergi ke Masjid Nabawi dan mendapati Muadz bin Jabal sedang duduk dekat kubran Rasulullah SAW sambil menangis . Umar bertanya padanya , "apa yang menyebabkan engkau menangis?" Muadz menjawab , "aku menangis kerana sesuatu yang telah ku dengar dari Rasulullah SAW bersabda , "sesungguhnya seringan-ringan ria' adalah syirik , dan sesngguhnya barangsiapa yang memusuhi wali ALLAH , maka sesungguhnya ia telah menyatakan perang kepada ALLAH . Sesungguhnya ALLAH mencintai orang-orang yang suka berbuat amal solih , yang selalu takut (kepada-Nya) , dan yang tidak terkenal . Apabila mereka tidak hadir , mereka tidak pernah dicari , dan apabila mereka hadir , mereka tidak pernah dipanggil dan tidak dikenal . Hati mereka laksana peliya-pelita hidayah , mereka keluar dari segala debu-debu kegelapan ."
[Ibnu Majah,Thabrani,Hakim]

Pada zaman dahulu , kebanyakan mereka yang menulis buku tidak meletakkan nama mereka kerana dikhuatiri akan timbul ria' . Mereka lebih mementingkan niat mereka iaitu untuk berdakwah tanpa ingin dikenali . Berbanding dengan zaman sekarang ini , berapa ramai yang belajar dengan ikhlas ? Berapa ramai yang pergi ke majlis-majlis ilmu kerana ALLAH atau hanya ingin dikenali sebagai orang yang alim ?

Ingatlah , penyakit ria' itu sangat-sangat ditakuti Rasulullah SAW .

“Adakah kamu mahu aku memberitahu kamu tentang suatu perkara yang aku takuti ke atas kamu daripada dajal? Mereka menjawab: Sudah tentu wahai Rasulullah! Baginda pun berkata:” Syirik khafi(ria') iaitu seorang lelaki bangun bersembahyang lalu dia memperelokkan sembahyangnya kerana ada orang yang memerhatikannya.”
[Riwayat Ibnu Majah]

Ikhlas itu adalah penilaian Allah .
Kita tidak tahu sejauh mana rasa itu ada dalam diri .
Dia lah yang maha mengetahui.

Yakinlah pada DIA .
Tetapkan hati .
Trust Him with all your heart .

Source: Jalan Cahaya

minta puji..

Tue, 17 May 2011 06:19:39 GMT

Seeking approval..

Winning approval and respect from others and wanting it have very little in common. When we're willing to go the extra mile - to be or to do what is true, especially if there's a personal cost attached to it - others see our sacrifice and their approval is a spontaneous reaction to seeing excellence in action. Enjoyment of this kind of approval is both natural and non-binding. But if our initial wish is to attract attention or applause, then we're doing what we're doing for all the wrong reasons. Then we have neither good works, nor respect. Here's why this is true:

Approval may be awarded, but never sought. The approval we seek makes us debtors of our own fearful feelings - and of whomever makes us temporarily forget these fears. We must be very alert to the whole process of peer approval. Cunning human beings understand just how deep and strong run the forces that drive us to look for approval from others. They use this knowledge of our weakness for their own gain. Only higher self-awareness which produces active inner-alertness can keep us safe from these unconscious and misguided self-betraying forces - as well as from those who would use them against us. Increase your effort to be aware of yourself around others, and instead of seeking approval, use your energy to watch the approval-seeking self.

source: life of learning foundation

Doctor of Philosophy

Mon, 09 May 2011 12:50:53 GMT

Imagine a circle that contains all of human knowledge:

By the time you finish elementary school, you know a little:

By the time you finish high school, you know a bit more:

With a bachelor's degree, you gain a specialty:

A master's degree deepens that specialty:

Reading research papers takes you to the edge of human knowledge:

Once you're at the boundary, you focus:

You push at the boundary for a few years:

Until one day, the boundary gives way:

And, that dent you've made is called a Ph.D.:

Of course, the world looks different to you now:

So, don't forget the bigger picture:

You see, having a Ph.D. does not means you know everything, you're just specialized.

the trouble with clothes.

Thu, 21 Apr 2011 17:49:30 GMT

When we have a tall slim body, it's always easy to find clothes that fits us. Not only that, it will automatically looks good on us even though its a piece of shit design. You can say that i am being shallow..well, it's the reality people. Yes, there are short, fat, ugly people that looks good and fashionable. But they can't just put on anything that will looks good on them. They (me) have to try really hard to make sure the color matches the skin, the cutting of the clothes is suitable for their type of body, clothes that will not make them look even shorter, and the list goes on. It's a hassle to find clothes if you don't have the nice figure. Even if you want to buy an Abaya, for an XS size girl like me it's damn hard!! Even if there is a small size Abaya, we still need to send it to the tailor.

Look at the clothes the model above wear. I would love love love love to put that on on me. I wish to dress up like that. You know, i went to Marc & Spencer last month and i find out they have the most fashionable pants, not the typical type of pants at an affordable price. But pity me, the smallest size they have is size 8! I might need size 6 or 5. grrrrr. If i were to tailor-made it myself, it would not have the same cutting. and it would probably cost more. Back to the picture above, i don't think they have all that piece the girl is wearing from head to toe with my size. The shoe!! oh that's a nightmare for me. Care to tell me wear to find fashionable and comfortable size 3 shoes??? thank you.

yes i'm complaining but at the same time i love being small! HAHA. What a twisted little girl,

Not so fun anymore..

Thu, 21 Apr 2011 14:45:34 GMT

Blogging is fun. We can write anything that came across our mind, gives opinion on certain issues, express our feelings on things that we can't let out personally to people, and rant rant rant on stuff (like i'm doing now). But today, it's not fun anymore. Notice that i always write everything on the surface now? yeah. I just feel so suffocated with all the people around me, being so judgmental, sensitive, and criticism towards what i wrote. 7 years ago blogging is like writing in a diary. The readers will be people that you know, and we can blog sincerely without trying to kiss other people ass. Back those days people blog just because they want to write, express themselves, share things with their friends.

It's totally different now. It just make me wanna puke! So many wanna-be trying to please people around them chasing popularity and trying to increase their blog traffic. yeah yeah yeah.. different people have different purpose, which is kinda annoying to me. Those two-face goody two-shoe. Why oh why, people these days do things because they want something in return.

It's hard to find a good ready material blog these days. (Yes, i know my blog is not one of them thank you). Most of the otai blogger already stop blogging, i guess they are just tired with today's blogging scenario too. Where has all the good writers gone??????? In my blog list, i think there's less than 8 of them that are still active since 5-6 years ago, i mean active with good reading materials. As in like educational, grammatically well written, and inspiring. Bravo for you guys!

Ohh, I have been ranting out off the topic. Opps! What I wanna say is, Everything you see here is just the surface. Why? I just don't like that one specific person to know about my life. Nosy! You are such a hypocrite!

p/s: Firdaus aka Mr.Boyfy and Affan! IT'S NOT YOU GUYS OKAY!! I don't care what u say about me cause I can beat u guys up back after that. =p

A success ayam padprik

Mon, 14 Mar 2011 07:08:51 GMT

I'm so proud of myself today! Why? Cause I've made my very own Ayam Padprik for the first time!! *applause* . Please consider that i'm not the gadis-melay-yang-suka-duduk-dapur type of person okay. =p My lil bro and lil sis loves it. I'm so touched T__T. The ingredients are; (cewahh..kongsi recipi la pulak!!)

ayam
lobak merah
kacang panjang
cili lada merah
sos tomyam
kicap pekat
sos cili
sos tiram
daun limau purut
serai
bawang putih

I learned that cooking a Malaysian dish need patients. You can't just turn the heat up to get it done quickly. You need to let everything simmer to get the right aroma and flavor out. If i ask my dad, he would said cooking is all about SCIENCE!! Each ingredient has different molecule that will break up at a different temperature. Sometimes if we use the wrong type of frying pan or pot to cook, the taste will not turn out how it suppose to be. Yeah, my dad is a science guy, he will relate everything to science.

OH! It's my sister's big 25 today!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

******

Here's the pictures of Melly sleeping in the basket. Mom always wanted for her cat to sleep in this basket. Well, your dream came true, it's her favorite place to sleep now. =)

Sugar rush kitty

Sat, 12 Mar 2011 02:18:44 GMT

Hye peeps,

Today i'm going to write about two ofour three latest addition in the family. Yes, we have 3 new kittens. Two of them are from the same litter, Rigga & Dhera. Let's talk about these two fella here. My mom adopted Rigga & Dhera from a vet. They were around 3 months old that time and didn't have a mother. So my mom brought them home. At first they were the most quietest, innocent, and shy kitten i ever saw. Well at least for a week. After that they become the most playful, hyperactive, and naughtiest cat i ever seen!! They run around and play with each other all the time!! All the time!! But its weird that they actually don't like to be cuddle. Typical pure breed DSH?? yerp! Meg wasn't like that though, she wants to be cuddle sometimes. I guess its because she has a mix of Siamese breed.

Let me tell you about Rigga (Grey) and Dhera (Black), both a male, but they look different and have a totally different character. Seriously. Rigga is more of a manly cat, and Dhera is a bit soft.hihihi.. In fact, Rigga is bigger and mature much faster than Dhera. Dhera is such a cute and skinny kitten. I guess she has a higher metabolism than Rigga? The cutest thing about Dhera is he love to drink warm and slightly dense milk, and he would smudge it all over his mouth and it will look like he had a white beard.huhuhu. Anyway, it's easy to take care these two fella because they don't like to be cuddle. I just need to feed them, clean their litter and let them run around the garden. Easy!

Do you guys know that cat from different breed have different character?? Same goes with dogs. Their character is inherited from their ancestor. That's why you see that Persian cat are sooo lazy, because their ancestor is like that and you can't change that even though you trained them since little. You can't trained a dog to fetch a ball if their ancestor don't know how to fetch a ball too. I can't remember which breed is that. For instance, these are the character of cat according to their breed;

Most quietest is the Persian
Most noisiest is the Peterbald
Most laziest is the Exotic Shorthair
Most playful is the Savanah
Most curious is the Persian
Most smartest is the Savanah
Most silliest is the cute Scottish Fold

I actually thought Melly was a deaf cat because she was soooo quiet when she was a kitten.

Savanah Cat Peterbald @ Spinx

All this kinda make me think, human have different breed (race) too. So that means that we also have different character that we inherit from our ancestor. I'm not trying to be racist okay. So that's why we can see that people around the world, as a group of races, have their own characteristics. I'm sure you guys learned this before, our behavior is either effected by nature or nurture. So this is nurture! We always relate nurture to our immediate family. But we can also categorize certain behavior as a behavior of our breed (race). Cool ehh?

Gaga Over Assigment.

Mon, 14 Feb 2011 08:53:22 GMT

Final Exam is in 7 days!! S-E-V-E-N DAYS!!! We are all still trying to finish our assignment, especially operation management term paper & case study... and guess what??! I still haven't study for the finals!! HUarghhhhhh~!!

I was printing our Accounting assignment just now.. but it all came out f***ing out of orders. The margin is not in line!! the spacing is all messed up!! What a waste of 45 pages of Double AA papers!!!!!!!! HUarghhh~!!

My accounting group members.

1. Bella

2. Dina, Nini, Tasha

Due Date.

Fri, 04 Feb 2011 07:18:28 GMT

The end of the semester is around the corner, which means that i have to meet with lots and lots of due dates!! and to top on that, we don't have any study week like my previous university does.

This is when our time management skills are put to test.

Good Luck to me.

I AM . . .

Tue, 25 Jan 2011 13:33:19 GMT

I AM VERY ANGRY!!

"A good leader is someone that can get a job done through other people."

Oh..she is definitely a good leader..

is money everything?

Mon, 24 Jan 2011 16:03:55 GMT

Have you ever ask for something that is outrageous from your parent or boyfriend ??? Don't mind the dialog, asking for Bukit Tinggi is a bit too much of course. What?? You think my boyfriend is Robert Kuok?! If my boyfriend is Robert Kuok, in younger version to be exact, i will ask for the beautiful Maldives or Pulau Sipadan instead of Bukit Tinggi.hahaha.. There's nothing much to do there other than enjoying the cool whether and the beautiful scenery. Ohh, and then I want a cruise boat for my trip to my Maldives and Sipadan Island, thank you. You see, that's why I wasn't born with a silver spoon in mouth. Can't imagine what type of pain in the ass 'princess' i will be.

Oh don't worry boyfriend, that's just my spoil-brat-princess-attitude doing the talking.hihihihi.. you know me better. =p

Hmm, i forgot what was I gonna write about. =/ Anyway, back to the main topic.. Have you ever ask for something that is outrageous from your parent or boyfriend ? Maybe I had done that unknowingly to my parents and my boyfriend. Wellll, at least i didn't ask for Bukit Tinggi okayy. What I mean outrageous is asking for something they can't really afford, like asking our 4 figure income earning parents for a FENDI handbags, a designer wedding dress by Rizalman.. oh noo! That's too much! Yeah maybe they will buy it for you, but don't you feel guilty especially when they have to use all of their savings for you??? The worst part is when our parent have invested so much in us and you say they don't give a cent to you.. tisk tisk.. very ungrateful of you..

Yes, it is our nature to have desire and to want something.. and our parents and boyfriend will be the victim.kikikikiki.. Don't torture them though. At least we can do is to appreciate them, remember their sacrifice for us and gives something back to them =)

Actually, there's more issues that i wanted to bring up, but I don't want to be like the little miss goody two-shoes...that I will here people saying behind my back "ek eleh..budget bagus lah dia tu!!!" Like I care what they have to say about me. You see, i can't write a long entry even if I have a lot to say.hahaha.. Lazy ass women!

It scares me to see that everyday people are getting more materialistic and can be easily influenced by negative things. I pity their parents the most than I pity those that are drift away into the so called "rich world". We can't change people though, because people always think that they are doing the right thing.

But the bottom line is to always be grateful for the blessings that were given by Allah. Back to Basic.

Potluck Picnic at Taman Layang-Layang

Fri, 14 Jan 2011 16:49:00 GMT

Last year, last month to be exact hehehe, me and a few of my friends had a nice little picnic by the lake in Taman Layang-Layang, Kepong. The weather was very beautiful that morning, though at the beginning it drizzly rain. We had a potluck picnic actually. Everyone of us brought something that we made ourselves, except for Sally, she brought fruits. It a good dessert though.hehe. There's spaghetti baloney made by Nira, potato salad by Irma, caramel by Eja, sandwiches by Irma and Hani, coleslaw by Dayah, snacks by Nabil and Su andddd trifle by me!!!. I made the trifle with my sister. The recipe was her's though. It was a success! yey! It feels great when someone likes something we made. Hmm..i guess that's why our mom loves to cook even though she didn't eat it.

Not only that we ate, my friends was great enough to arrange many activities. We run, we jump, we laugh, we pose and we did everything that a little kids would do in a park. Please don't ask how old we are! hahaha.. We played many games like tag team, charade, police and thief, musical chair, truth and dare, and other weird games. It's fun to gather around like this once in a while doing activities. Oh, we didn't play layang-layang at a Layang-Layang Park, didn't we? tisk. But the food was great. Thank you Guys. =)

One Step Closer to the Maxis Om Nom Nom Race

Tue, 11 Jan 2011 10:43:05 GMT

I'm sure most of you heard of the Amazing Race, right? I always wanted to join the competition to travel around the world, mix around with different people, learn the culture in other countries. Isn't that great? But the requirement of the competition always been a problem to me because I need to go on 1 MONTH break!

I think god has answer all of our prayer to join such competition. Maxis now brings us “The Maxis Om Nom Nom Race” where they are looking for 60 bloggers to race against time to complete various food challenges all around Malaysia and win great prizes! Racing and food, what a great combination!! I may be small, but eating is what I do best. hehehe. My friend said there might be a leak somewhere on my body. haha. Not only that i can race and eat, but look at the prizes they offer;

PRIZES:
There are 2 main prizes to be won. The 2 teams who earn the most points will win the following:
1st Prize: A trip to Hong Kong 3 days 2 nights with 5-star accommodation (for the winning team members of 4 pax) worth RM10,000, and also 4x HTC Desire Z (1 per winning member)
2nd Prize: 4 x HTC 7 Mozart (1 per winning member)
All 60 participants will be rewarded with Maxis goodie bags.

How cool is this?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I would love to be part of this Maxis Om Nom Nom Race because I am so hungry now and cannot wait to eat eat eat and eat on this Saturday! The first thing i was concern and came across my mind about this competition is,

" OMG! How am I suppose to find the place that we're suppose to go in the competition, i don't have a GPS device!!!! "

I kinda freaked out a bit about that, i might go astray from the route of the competition and fell behind everyone. But guess again guys.. they will provide us the cool iPhone 4 with the Finder301 application!!! wuhuuuu!!! and we can use it all we want throughout the competition!!

What are iPhone 4 for if we can't get online????

Well, they also will provide us with Wireless Broadband by Maxis. Ohh.. this just make me feel soo relief.. Now I can eat at ease, blog about the food, and find my way around KL without getting lost. =)

Click on the link below to view on the data plan Maxis Offer and the finder302 application;

http://www.maxis.com.my/personal/broadband/wireless_allplans.asp

http://itunes.apple.com/my/app/maxis-finder301/id375530216?mt=8#

I need T-shirt with the size XS, please.. =)

I love food so much that I take pictures with em.hehe

my team members entry:
http://weirdbella.blogspot.com/2011/01/one-step-closer-to-maxis-om-nom-nom.html

http://nabilaramly.blogspot.com/2011/01/one-step-closer-to-maxis-om-nom-nom.html

http://aujiauji.blogspot.com/2011/01/one-step-closer-to-maxis-om-nom-nom.html

resolution epidemic

Wed, 05 Jan 2011 06:42:57 GMT

Finally! Now i have time for myself, at least for a week. I missed Christmas and New Year didn't I? Well, Happy New Year everyone! What's your new year resolution?haha.. that's a real classic question around new year. Almost every blog I hop into will make a new year entry about their new resolution and summarizing their 2010 events. Not a problem at all. Everyone have something to achieve in their life. It's better for us to have a target than just go wherever the wind will take us. When I was in secondary school I never made any new year resolution. I think I was kinda out of touch with the world when I was young. Than after school when I saw my friends starting to make a resolution, I started to make one too. But you know how childish an 18 year old resolution can be, right? Dye my hair, get a new pair of jeans, I want new hand-phone, paint my room pink, and the list go on. It's more like a "to-do" list. And then the older I get, the less I care about making a resolution. In fact, it's just the same old " I wish I can get a good CGPA" kinda resolution. Not challenging at all.

This year is going to be a bit different because now I have a clear view of where to go. So it's not about the resolution anymore, it's about executing what is has been planned. So what's my plan? It's for me to know and you to find out. muhahaha. Just kidding. Basically it's about bookkeeping and increase my knowledge in every aspect. =) Read between the line, people!

Hmm.. But still, I can't resist of making a to do list!haha.. So here it is things that I want to achieve in 2011;

Samsung galaxy or iPhone! whoa whoa..
New pair of Levi's jeans
I need to read a lot! My English is getting rustier than ever.
Finish up sewing the teddy! <- important! 7 teddy is still in queue T__T
Stop reading nonsense blog (nonsense friends-blog is exceptional because i would love to know what my friends are up to.hehe)
I want a wedges, size 3 please! (been looking for these for ages)
Take every assignment, presentation, and group work seriously! Wouldn't want to risk getting 2.99 and ~~failed~~.

That's about what I can think off right now. =)

HELLO 2011!!!

50 cent Macaroon.

Thu, 23 Dec 2010 14:19:28 GMT

No, it doesn't cost 50 cent each, but the size of it is like a 50 cent coin for RM2.00 each. hahahaha. After months of drooling all over the screen when other people blog about macaroon, finally i get to have a taste myself. I actually don't know what to expect at all from this cute little macaroon. Just by looking at it, it looks like a burger and the texture is sort of like a biscuit. But I was wrong, it's really soft and mushy and there is a little bit crispy on the outside. Was it a good macaroon?? I don't know. I don't know how macaroon suppose to taste like. But I like the taste of it, it's like eating brownies...only softer texture. yummyy. My personal favorite would be choc and red velvet flavor. Oh, forgot to mention where i bought this didn't I?. Well, yesterday me and my friend purposely went to Empire Gallery to get a taste of these cute babies at Whisk. There's another store there that sell macaroon too, but it was a bit expensive compare to Whisk.

This weekend project: Make our own Macaroon!!

Fettu-gettiii

Fri, 17 Dec 2010 13:08:04 GMT

Food again?? Yeah..welcome to food blog!! hahahaha.. After almost a month without my family at home, i kinda lost idea of what to eat. And also ran out of money to eat out. Sooo, that's when the kitchen will get messy.hahaha.. This is what I made last weekend.. Fettucini Carbonara with Grilled chicken with a little touch of cranberry jam.. for lunch and dinner. Super delicious.

Because i only made for 2 serving, so i have pretty much leftover of Fettucini. So yesterday I made Spaghe-tiiiii... no, it's Fettu-gettiii.. cause there no spaghetti pasta involve =/ Yuummmm.. doesn't this look delicious?? Nicely serve and cleannn... Too neat to eat right?

Hmm..this is more like it!!! Now i'm hungry.. the pasta is evenly mixed with the spaghetti sauce.. yummm.

and then eat it with your toast bread.. ohhh, it's so yummy.. I love the taste of it mixed together inside my mouth.

Spaghetti is so easy to make. You should try to make your own spaghetti sauce. No Prego sauce is allowed!hahaha.
The ingredients are... cewah, ada hati nak ajar orang memasak =p

minced meat
tomato puree
mushroom
tomato
oregano
salt, pepper, sugar
and spaghetti

That is all you need, and it will just taste the same like Prego. =))

iPhone 4 noob-ed.

Sat, 27 Nov 2010 02:15:10 GMT

hye peeps~

Have you guys get your hands on the new iPhone 4?? Well, i did! And i am sooo in love with it. I tried backberry, and i don't like em at all. Why blackberry all the sudden? because people always compare iPhone and Bb. Anyway, i want to try to make a lil review on this phone. yeah i know i'm a noob when it comes to technology. Not even close to a noob! worst! Heck, don't even consider it as a review please.hahaha. I'm not really familiar with technology terms. I just used em, and if it is users friendly i'll love em. People like me need a gadget that is easy to navigate.

Look at how big the screen is!! I love big screen. It's not that big how you see it in my hands in the picture because my hand is soo small. hehehe. In fact, i would really love to own an iPad because the screen is bigger!! If i have to choose between iPhone and iPad, i'll choose iPad. But it would be too big to fit in my purse (bear in mind i'm small). That would be inconvenient right? The purpose of it is to take it anywhere you go. If we just want to put it at home, just buy a laptop damn it! haha.

What i love most about it is the screen resolution. It gives me the thrill when i'm browsing on the Internet. i can move around my fingers on in just one tap. Zoom in Zoom out zoom in again..and the picture is still clear as ever!! Ouhh, and the processor speed!! Its faster than my laptop even though i'm browsing using the same connection. I can just go on the news anytime i want, google, facebook, blog hoping. Let say if we were on a vacation, in Istanbul for instance, do we have to find an Internet cafe or buy a book to know about the history of Hagia Soffiya?? We don't have to now!! Just browse in on the cool iPhone babeh! That is if you guys can get a hold on WiFi connection or roaming services bla bla bla..i don't know about that. hahaha. The information is there when you need it. This is what i call "everything at the tip of our fingers".

Say bye-bye to GPS device! This is one of my favorite applications. It's very useful for someone like me that just learn her way around KL and Selangor highway. I have to go everywhere myself now. I cannot depends on my mom anymore to send me places. iPhone maps is way way way more updated than the maps on Google Maps. You can even see the newest bridge in Subang Jaya that you can won't see on Google Maps.

And the best part is...Talking Tom!
Most of the Apple's have Talking Tom now.
He is soooooo cute! hehe

To me, iPhone 4 (or iPad) is soooo worth it. I would love love to own them both! =)
Moneyy come to me..

Okay, i'm lazy to write now. toodles~

same old phase

Mon, 15 Nov 2010 11:47:04 GMT

This is my new student matrix card.
Yup, i further my studies in one of the public university in Selangor.
I admit it, i'm a bit excited to be in a public university. Worth all the taxes paid by my dad.HAHA. Bye~

early morning hike.

Sun, 10 Oct 2010 15:27:19 GMT

I just notice that i have a pending entry in my draft from last month!!hahaha. Gosh, i am that lazy to update my blog..
Anyway, last month i went hiking with my dad up to Broga Hills in Semenyih. Everyone suddenly are into hiking nowadays right? well, that's a good thing. We are all very concern with a healthy lifestyle now!! It's good that everyone are going out, exercising, and appreciating mother nature. I see people are starting to do their wedding photo shoot here too. Aren't they tired and all sweaty after the hike?? It took me 45 minutes to get to the first hill. Me and dad reached on top just in time to see the sunrise. I think it was around 6.15AM or something. Here's a few photos taken by my dad, enjoy the pics.

Boohooo!! I wish someone could push me on the swing like Dr.Harlina =(

another food entry?

Thu, 07 Oct 2010 14:05:38 GMT

oh!! tonight i cooked again. asyik masak je ni, rajinnyeeee....ada apa-apa ke???hahahaha..nahhh~ Well, since mom made gulai kuning ketam this afternoon. I had two plate of rice already so decided i want to eat something else at night. There are still a few crabs in the pot, so we don't want that to go to waste right?? I've been crazing for Nasi Goreng Ketam at William's SS2 stall, but i also don't want to go back there because of few reasons. confidential. Sooo..what the heck, i think i wanna try to make my own nasi goreng ketam with the left over crab. tehee.. I googled the recipes and take the easiest recipes to make..hehehe.. Turns out that like my Nasi Goreng Ketam very much!! (angkat bakul)

~bon a petite~